Today I would like to write about the things that I luv most in my life , frist I would like to write about my cat Timah , Timah was the best companion that I could ever have for period when Timah was still alive she alwas kept me company when I was watching tv and when it was time to go to bed I miss her so much now days and some times when I see the mark that she left on the place that she alwas sleep I start to cry a bit for Timah was the only one that made me feel happy and good for Timah was like a wife that I could never have for when ever I need to go to kl and when I come back late she will be waiting for me and once I am home she will come up to me and give me the luv that she has and talk to me in her own way the day that Timah was going to die was the sades day of my life I was suppose to go to kl on that day but I stay with her untill she die and then I took her back to my mom's place to bury her there were she was formerly I miss you so much Timah and I hope you are happy now in your special place up there . The second thing that I luv is movies , music and pron , I luv watching movies for it helps me to forget about the promblems that I am having nowdays and it helps me to forget what is out here in the world , lastly you may be wondering why do I like porn well the reson why I like pron is because it help me to not do crazy things when I go to kl for some times when I take a bas and if it is during office hours the bas will be pack with people and some time things happen in the bas that gets me arouse and in the mood to do some hanky-panky at that time but I would't do it for I know it is not right and so when I get home and after I have had my shower I watch a pron to relief my self from what happen in the bas or lrt , and before I forget I luv music for it helps me to relax and unwind from all the stress that I have in my life now days and all the other things that comes with it as well .
Sunday, 12 February 2012
Lautan Ombak Rindu : Ombak Rindu Di Hati Untuk Si Dia , Seperti Ombak Yang Berdegup Di Tepi Pantai , Ombak Rindu Ku Hilang Di Lautan Asmara , Bila Saya Dapat Bersama Si Dia . Ombak Rindu Saya Untuk Awak Berdegup , Dengan Irama Angin Di Udara Setiap Kali , Saya Dapat Bersama Dengan Mu . Bila Kita Dapat Bersama Untuk Sebentar , Ombak Rindu Ku Kepada Mu Di Dalam Hati Menjadi , Mu Ialah Cahaya Matahari Dan Bulan Dalam Hati Saya . Ombak Rindu Di Dalam Hati Saya , Ialah Ombak Rindu Yang Sejati .
Hi and welcome back to my blog , Today I would like to write about what I really feel inside myself . Am I really happy with the way my life is nowdays and what you see for the physical part of me is that I am alwas smiling and alwas happy but that is not the true me for the inner part is alwas sad , lonely and miserable deep inside , when ever I see my friends with thier girlfriends or thier wife I feel what is wrong with my life and why can't I be happy like them I will never know . Nobody knows how much I would like to have someone to go out with and at times cook for that special person but as my life would have it there is no one in that part of my life now and forever more . The reson I joint all this chatting web stie is hopeing that I can find someone to share my life with but till today there is no one that is interested in me oh why does my life sucks so much that I am doom to remain this why till I am deep in the ground , well if that is how my life is ment to be I can not say much but I am the most unhappy person in the world now days and I am fed up with all the promblems that I have on a daily basics and also trying to make ends meet for my self . Sometime when I am at home I do nothing but sit by my self and think about all the things that I could have had but because of the way things are now and forever more my life will never be happy and fill with the joy that I had when I had you my frist and only luv . For thoes who read my life story here I hope you will understand me better if we have ever met out there ta for now till my next blog .